Wow, I just had the most infuriating moment at work... even worse than the phone calls I get or people that don't follow directions that I have told them time and time again and still won't do it correctly.

We have program here at work where kids are being dropped off for the day. We have two entrances. One is on the North side of the building, the other one on the East. The kids are suppose to be dropped of on the East side, since we have card access in the entire building and will get caught between the 2 levels of the building in the stairwell. So the mom buzzes in and tell me I have to let her in now, on the North side door. I start to explain to please go around the other side, and she starts saying she can't, she's running late to work. Her fault, not mines... But I let her in. And I proceed to tell her that she can go downstairs and keep knocking the door since I have to stay at my desk and can't help her out at the moment. She proceeds to tell me, " So you can get up from your desk to yell at me but you can't help me out?" GRRRR... Are you kidding me? I wasn't yelling... No way in hell would I yell at a parent or even at work... And I'm a recepionist. I can't move from my desk. Anyways, I was able to catch one of the program managers to watch the desk and I was able to leave my desk and go open the door for her.

I don't know how else I would have been able to do it different, I guess a bit nicer about it all but there's only so much paitence in me in the morning for stuff like that. Anyways, that's my vent for the day.

Did everyone have a good Memorial Day weekend? I hope so! It was busy for Rick and I from Friday night until Sunday night.

On Friday night, I met up with some coworkers at the Urban Wine Company, a wine restaurant here in Omaha. Rick dropped me off and he went home until later when we would meet up. Lots of good appetizers and good sangria. Wine was good as well, just didn't drink a lot of it. Afterwards, I met up with Rick at Billy Froggs, where he had met up with our friend Spencer. We proceeded to the martini bar and the of course the Max. The group we were with wanted to go dancing. But I was so tired (and tipsy!) so we were out of there by 12.

Rick and I at Michelle's place

On Saturday, I woke up and was almost late to my haircut appointment. I'm happy with the result. I had 6 inches cut off! I didn't realize my hair was that long. I got home and surprised Rick with it. He really liked it! Which is a surprise to me, since he likes my hair longer. But he was happy with the result. After the haircut, we went to our friend's Chris and Michelle's place for a BBQ. It was a lot of fun, but we realized that another friend was having people over and we had forgotten about it, so we went over there for a while. Well, we ended up staying until 130AM! I was exhausted, to say the least. I had been playing in the sun all day and drinking... so this gal needed to get to bed.

Storm brewing on Sunday evening

Sunday, I woke up early. Don't know why... but we ended up going to Costco and buying all 6 Star Wars movies. Mylanta... And then we met up with Chris and Michelle to see Indian Johns. That was a fun movie to watch. Of course, Indy is still hot even all these years. Hmmm... after that, Rick and I came home and I decided that we were NOT going out that night. Yes, it was a Sunday and we didn't have to work the next day, but I was just so not up to it. So instead we started watching the Star Wars movies in order. We got through the 1st one and part of the 2nd one. And I was done. We finshed the 2nd one on Monday. Rick is working Reaper this week, so he slept all day and I did laundry and cleaned up the house a bit. That was about it... hopefully this week goes by fast. I have to be up at 6AM to be at work at 7 all week... blah.

New haircut... it's totally not what I was going for but with the humidity here, this will do fine.

This past weekend was the complete opposite from the last. I was in bed on Friday and Sat. night by 11:30 PM. That's super unusual but perfect since I was so not in the mood to go out. Saturday was our busiest day. I worked out in the morning, ran my first 3 miles EVER! It was such a great feeling! Then I went to the Commissary to get groceries. I take full advantage of that when I'm on base. Otherwise I just shop at the grocery store closest to us. It's too much time and gas to go all the way to Bellevue. After all of that, I went home and got Hubby to help with getting a desk from a co-workers home. She didn't have room for it and so I bought it from her so I could put it in my closet. I forgot to the take a picture of it. It's my craft/makeup/jewlery desk. It's awesome and fits perfectly!

Home with Hubby after a long day at work...

My baby Leo

My baby Bella

After that, we went to Iowa for a couple of hours. We know two people with the same birthday and Rick forgot about that... so we made plans for both of them. We had to rush to Iowa, stayed for a couple of hours with our friend Jim and his friends and then rushed back for our friend Chris's birthday dinner. After that, we went to Michelle and Chris's place and watched 27 Dresses. Probably not exactly what he would want to do for his 24th, but his wife is preggers and he better do what she wants or else. J/K! I was so exausted from spending the day in the sun, I started crashing at 9:30. Went home and slept.

In Iowa

Sunday was the best day ever! We got our Stimulas check from the gov't on Friday. So on Sunday, we went shopping! Got the cutest pairs of shoes, 2 new dresses, some perfume, and something else that I just can't remember at the moment. Rick got some new running shoes. We are saving the rest of it for our trip to CA. I made dinner that night. I haven't cooked since Rick got home, so he finally got a good meal out of me. It was awesome leftovers too.

My new shoes! You like?

I can't wait for the weekend. I've been bored this week at work. I've been wasting time looking at cute clothes on the Internet, as well as researching the perfect haircut. I'm so sick of the my hair and I know that summer is probably the worst time to get a cute haircut since it's so hot and humid. I like the ones below... but don't know if they are the right cuts for me. Durn, I guess that means more research needs to be done. ;)

This past weekend was great. Very busy but lots of fun. On Friday night, there was a graduation party going on for one of the staff people here at work. So Rick and I picked up my co-worker Ashlie and went out to the restaurant the party was at. It was nice! Totally not what we were expecting. So we had a couple of beers there and left to go see a couple of other friends at a bar. My friend Sophie was bar tending with 2 other friends. Ashlie and I got to drink for free! It was so super nice of her and it was a lot of fun. We took Ashlie home and Rick and I were home by 1230, which was perfect because on Saturday I had lots to do.

Saturday was my friends Michelle and Chris's baby shower. It was great. Good food, good people... just not enough of them though. I sent out invitation and in the end, only 3 couples came. I was irked to say the least. But because the night ended so early, we got to go out for a friend's going away party. That was lots and lots of fun. We first headed to the Max and the to the bar Nomads. Lots of fun, most of my drinks were also paid that night, so I didn't spend as much as I thought I would for the weekend.

Sophie and me at the Max

On Sunday, Rick and I finally went to go see Ironman. Good movie, can't wait for the squeals. I'm really looking forward to seeing Indian Jones, the Sex and the City movie, Wall e (Disney movie), and for some reason the squeal to Chronicles of Narnia. There's probably more but just can't think of it right now. We didn't go to Sunday dinner. Because some of those people said they were coming to the shower, and didn't, I was still irked and didn't want to go to dinner with them. So we stayed home and relaxed.

Rick is gone right now, he went to TX to visit his stepdad and help him around the house and he'll be back Friday. A nice trip down there for him to take and get out of town for a while. I'm so jealous that I can't go and I wish I was there right now. Oh wells, I have my CA trip to look forward to.

Whoo wee what a weekend!! I needed one more day off to recover from it. On Friday night, we went out with some friends to the waterhole of one of the universities around here. I felt so old! Some chicks looked like they were 12 years old! I'm not kidding. I look at my pictures from around 21 and I don't think I look that young. Which means I looked old and I'm just going to get worse by the minute. Depressing...

On our way to Wahoo, in my new pink sweater that my Mama sent me.

Rick got a little cold during the BBQ

Anyways, Saturday we went to Wahoo, NE. Yes, that's the name of it. There was a HAM fest going on and I decided to go with Rick. After that, we went looking for a dress for me. We are going to CA in June for my really good friend's wedding and I've been searching for a dress. Didn't find one on Sat. Then we went to a BBQ. Lots of fun. From there, we went to the Max. Stayed out late when I really should have been catching up on the sleep I had lost the night before. Sunday we tried looking for the dress again. AND YAY!! I found one! It's black and white, strapless, perfect for the evening reception. I have to work out my arms and shoulders. I have to look good. More on that in a bit. And then we went to my friend's Ashley's place for Sunday dinner. YUM! It was a gorgeous day so we hung outside her apt. for a while and then came home. I finally got to sleep around 10 pm and had to be up this morning at 6. BLAH for early start days.

Rick and I enjoying the awesome warm weather

So yeah, I'm excited to go home and see my family and some friends. The wedding I'm going to is my friend Andrew and Cory. I've known Andrew since 7th grade and I've know Cory since 1st; we were in Girl Scouts together! They live in the Bay Area and have kept in touch with a lot of people that we went to school with. I HATED high school with a passion. I never want to see about 80% of the people I knew back then. Since they know everyone and their mother, I'm expecting to see a couple of people I disliked from back then. SO.... that means I have to look super good. That's been a nice motivation to get back into shape... I'm almost ready to see them now! I just need to tone my arms a little more... :)

Oh mylanta, I have been working today on about 5 hours of sleep or so. I feel like I'm sleeptyping this right now.

Last night, one of our friends finished up her classes for her Masters. So she wanted to go out. And since Rick had been looking forward to it, I said that we go for a while and that I would be DD...

And oh what fun it was to be DD... we went to the Dundee Dell for a while waiting for the gals to get there. They were almost an hour last. Little irked but whatev, wasn't my night. So then we went to The Homy Inn. It's a small dive bar on the outskirts of Dundee. http://www.pubcrawler.com/Template/ReviewWC.cfm/flat/BrewerID=1008

And then we ended up at The Max. It's one of the better places to go dancing and for the most part, you don't have to worry as a girl that you are going to be humped all night because it's a gay bar. So it's a lot of fun if you just want to go and dance with your girlfriends.

Closing time here in Omaha is 1AM. In California, it's 2AM. And I appreciated the earlier time this time. By the time I dropped off everyone at their home, got home, took a shower and got into bed, it was just about 230AM. I woke up this morning at about 7 to come to work... never again am I going to do that. How the hell did I do this back in Monterey?!? OH YEAH, I was younger... I'm getting too old for partying during the week. We'll see what happens this weekend, we have plans to a bunch of stuff, I'll have to pencil in a nap sometime.

OH!!!!! I forgot to write the big new!!!!! I booked our plane tickets and we are going to CALIFORNIA in JUNE! I'm so excited. My friend is getting married the weekend of the 14th, so I wanted to go for that and to see my family. It's been over a year since I last saw them. I miss them SOOOOOOOOO MUCH!! So yay!!

Yay! Rick's finally HOME! It's been wonderful having him here. He came in earlier than expected on Friday. He was suppose to come in at 2pm and ended up coming 4 hours earlier. So that was awesome. I took the day off and was able to have so lunch with him and then put him to sleep. He'd been up for about 36 hours. He was a little wacky by the time he passed out. He's on a regular schedule now and that's great. So he'll be off until next Wednesday and then it's off to taking his Staff Sgt. test and taking classes to become an instructor. I'm so proud of him and all that he has accomplished in this last deployment. We got to hang out with friends on Sat. night and had a blast going out and dancing for a friend's bachlorette party. We'll see what he has planned for us the rest of the week.

HE'S COMING HOME ON FRIDAY AFTERNOON!!! YAY!!!!!!!!!!!!

That also means I get to get off work early. YAY!!!!!!!!!

Hubby is finally coming home... I just don't know exactly when. Sometime this weekend is all I've been told. So I will patiently wait.

My weekend was crazy! Friday night I went out to dinner with my friends Michelle and Chris. I had plans to go out but by the end of dinner, I was so tired so I called my friend Dave to tell him I was canceling my night out. BUT then when I got home, I was so bored and I decided to call my friend James to see what he was up to. Well, he was going out with Dave and a bunch of other people. So I decided to get pretty and go out. I should have stayed home. It was a long night and it was a lot of fun, but I was so exhausted on Sat., that I didn't do anything productive at home. I went to a friend's house that night and played RockBand. That was a lot of fun and even though I needed sleep, I got to see friends I hadn't seen for a long while and caught up on things.

Sunday I went to go see a movie with James. We saw Forgetting Sarah Marshall. WARNING: There is a frontal view of EVERYTHING on the dude. I had no idea that was in the movie. Mylanta! I was pretty surprised. I guess it's the same writers that did Knocked Up and since they showed her "flower" to the world, might as well show the dude's stuff. I was shocked, which is funny because most things shouldn't shock me anymore, but they do!

Anyways, I'm just waiting for Hubby to get home and thank goodness it's soon! Spring is finally here in Omaha, I'm wearing a dress with no tights and I have a doctor's appt. that will get me out of the office at 2 for the rest of the day. Whoo hoo!

Waiting... patiently waiting for Hubby. I got a call from him today at work. He doesn't know when he's coming home. People in his office here don't know when they are coming home. What the hell? Shouldn't they be on top of this? Well, besides saving the world, they should next be working on how to get their airmen safely home. And there's again the possibility of him staying because someone in his office didn't plan the crew well.

So I'm waiting.... patiently waiting for Hubby to let me know when he comes home.

Wow, it's almost the middle of April. Dang, time is flying by fast! I talked to Rick last night and he's excited to be coming home. We are thinking he will be home between the 18th and the 22nd, depending on when the other group comes in and how long it takes them to outprocess. :-D Yay for hubby coming home!

Nothing much been going on otherwise. I went shopping this past weekend, trying to look for the perfect coat for the spring. Either things that I loved were too small or too big. With the weight that I've lost, it's been harder to find things to wear because I'm usually right in between sizes. I've plateaued in my weight and with the weather being crappy, I haven't been able to get out to run in my favorite neighborhood since last week. :( Oh well, they are saying it's suppose to get better. Sunny days ahead! I DID find an umbrella, at the Gap for like 9 bucks. It's really cute and I got to use it yesterday for the first time. Hopefully I will find my coat. I'm not planning to go shopping this weekend though. I have to make myself stay home and work on the house and make sure it's not a disaster when Rick gets home.

Tonight there's an event going on for work, should be fun, my friend Molly is my date. haha! We'll get to mingle with people from the community, make connections. That and a meeting with my friend Elizabeth is all I have planned for the weekend. Hope the weather really does get better.

Soooooo.... I didn't get the job that I interviewed recently. It's a bit upsetting. I think the worst part was not being able to tell Rick right away and not having his comfort at a moment I needed him. That's okay, he called the next night and told me not to worry about anything. And it was just what I needed to get me out of my funk. I'm grateful for his words and wisdom.

Nothing much else going on around here. SPRING IS HERE IN OMAHA! Yay! It's going to be gorgeous today. Taking full advantage of that when I get off from work. Going running and then going out with some friends tonight. I realized earlier this week that I don't have a coat appropriate for the rain or an umbrella. How the hell did I not get wet all these years??? It's surprising that I can't think back and remember the last time I had either of those items. So I really want to go shopping this weekend and hopefully find myself something cute and perfect for a rainy day, a Breakfast at Tiffany's ending kind of coat....

Okay, not venting on this blog. I just wanted to put some pictures up from this weekend. I had a girls night out with my friends Ashley and Eunice. It was a lot of fun. Hopefully we can do it again sometime soon.

It's only 9 AM and I'm here at work and I'm already irked at people, irked at myself and praying I get the job I interviewed for and hoping the pain in my back goes away with a couple more Midols.

I don't understand how people can't take responsibility for their own stuff here at work. But they proceed to take YOUR responabilites and make it their own. It's not their place. No way in HELL would I go into their place and make decisions without their consent. So why do it to me???

I missed Monday at work. I was not feeling well. I don't have a doctor's appt. until the middle of April to figure out why I haven't been well down there. So I stayed home. I left a message with my director AND the office manager so that both would know and if one was missing also that day, one or the other would know. Anyways, come Tuesday, I have no idea where the manager is. OH! She left a message on the director's phone. Okay, consideration please!! Hmmm... wouldn't it be nice to let me know? :) Oh wells! I hate her. She's irked me from DAY 1.

I'm so ready to leave. I've been here 2 years at the same position. 2 YEARS as a receptionist. I thought I would have moved from here... I need a new place to go. PLEASE let me get the job that I interviewed for. I would be MOST grateful.

Silly us!

Nothing much has been going on around here. 6 weeks down, 4 to go for Rick to come home. Yay!!

And now I have my guy friends coming back from deployments. Sometimes, it's just easier to hang out with guys than girls. They don't talk about work and don't bitch about people. So it's nice to have my guy friends that I can chill with, watch a movie, go out to eat, drink, and not have like the weird feelings, since we are all in the understanding that I'm married and don't want to play with them. :-D It's great!

Dave and I

Fun New Years!

At Sophie's birthday sushi dinner with James

I know some people might think it's inappropriate or weird on how you can have guy friends that AREN'T gay and just want to chill with you. Rick has told them to keep an eye out for me and make sure that I'm doing well and to kick anyone's ass that tries to mess with me. It's like my own mini Mafia. Ha! I don't have to justify to anyone what kind of relationship I have with them except to my husband and he knows everything. So there! *end of vent* :)

Yup, nothing much else going on. I've been working on the house little by little. I've been ripping up carpet and patching up holes. The house is a disaster, along with the 5 cats I have. Mylanta, hopefully we will have everything done before 2010. That's our goal. The kitchen, the living room, dining room, guest room, all the rooms. Good luck to us!!

Walking to the Bandwagon...

Well, it's official. I got to talk to Rick last night.. and we've decided to walk to the bandwagon, aka having a baby. Very slowly... haha. He wants to get so much stuff done before we start. Which I understand. I probably should get some stuff done, like finish up the house and the work it needs to get done, try to finish that degree I didn't in college, ummm... learn how to cook better. Rick really wants to get his plane and I've said yes to it in the past, so I can't really go back on that now. That's really what's motivating him to get through ALS and reenlisting for another 4 years or so. So yeah, hopefully my biological clock will be able to hold only for another 2 years. In truth, it is a bit frustrating, but since we had decided kids at 5 years married, I can't change it now, we has goals to fulfill. So yes, we are eventually going on the Bandwagon, just not yet.

Am I ready???

I just turned 26 years old. And it's a bit scary. Well, a lot scary! Should I do this or that? Should I go here or there? Who, when WHY do this or that??????

I have a couple of friends that are pregnant. One is older than me and one is younger than me. And I'm so happy for them! They have their lives changing and it's their wonderful desicion. But... then all of that makes me question myself in regards to starting a family soon, since I just about in the middle of their ages and from what I've heard, my fertility is going down hill. I know that Rick and I said we would be married for 5 years before we would start. And that still sounds like a good idea. But I am always thinking about the ways it could change. How my life would be better or worse if I wait more than 5 years, and vice versa, if I don't wait the full 5 years and want it sooner. Husband and I have talked about it, pros and cons... I think we'll have to have another talk when he gets back from his deployment.

I miss my long hair...

Daylight Savings Time is kicking my bum right now. I can't seem to wake up. I've had my cup of green tea this morning and it usually does it's job of perking me up. Nothing. Nada. Zip. I'm tired. SO TIRED... that last night, when I fell asleep, I didn't wake up for my husband's call. The phone was right next to me. I mean, literally next my head. I can't believe myself. It's the first time I've missed his call since he's left.

The deployment is going well. I'm having an okay time. I miss my husband the most at night, and the weekends. The weekends seem like they last forever. I am always looking for the clocks around the house to see if it's time to go to bed yet. Now that's it's getting nicer outside, I'm hoping that I will make more use of the weekends and go out. It's just that I don't have as many friends to play with. The ones I used to play with are deployed as well. So yeah, it's been okay.

I can't wait til my husband comes home.

Me on my last day at 25

Happy Birthday to me!!

Well, I'm 26 today. And truthfully, it's not that big of a deal to me. Last year was horrible. Rick was gone on his first deployment and I spent most of my day trying not to cry at work.

This year, Rick is gone again on a deployment. It's sad but I don't mind. He will be here for our anniversary this year so I'm happy with that. He called me this morning before his flight to wish me a happy birthday and said he would call me later tonight. So I'm a happy gal. And I'm going out to dinner tonight with some friends from work. They set it all up and I'm glad. Cause I was just going to go home, work out and watch tv and go to bed by 9. So I'm excited for a nice dinner. I've been saving my calories for tonight. haha.

I've been doing well with my losing weight. I'm down to 130. Whoo hoo! I haven't been that low since 2005. ECK! 3 years!! So I'm glad and I can finally fit into my clothes again. A little too well, cause the pants I'm wearing today are almost falling off of me. So yeah, I'm very proud of myself and hoping I can get a little more off. It's suppose to be nice this weekend, so I'll finally get to running. I can't wait til Spring really comes into town.

Wow, it's almost the end of January already. I can't believe it. The month has gone by so quickly! I only have about 2 weeks left with Rick. Then he's off for a while. Sad... :( But right now, we are spending our time having fun. We haven't been going out on Friday nights, which is something I've been asking for the last year for us. And it's been great. We are usually in bed by 10-11 PM and I don't feel as tired as when we were going out that night. I'm glad we are cutting back on it.

Me and Leo on the bed. I'm in my favorite PJs!

Yup, nothing much else going on. Still looking and wanting a new job. We'll see if I hear from an interview I did earlier this month.

My hair is driving me crazy, it's so long right now. It's driving me LOCA! I really like that I can play with it but it's just always in my face and because its ends are getting nasty, it tangles a lot more. I want to try to grow it out enough so that I can eventually cut it off and donate it to http://locksoflove.org/. At this point, I could donate it, but my hair would be so short and I want to at least be able to put it in a ponytail for when I work out. So I'm trying to go for a little longer. But my paitence is running low on my hair. Anyways, I'm trying and hopefully I can do it!

Me being silly

The cats are being better about being around each other. There is still some hissing and growling, but Tequila has made her home at nights on our feet on our bed, along with Bella and Bella is so far okay with that. Pickles is still under the couch and Monique and Leo are still just hanging out.

Bella on top of the heater vent in Rick's room.