Saturday, August 06, 2011

Falling behind on this again. I've been so busy and still nervous about the pregnancy. We had an appointment on July 22nd and it was great. Heartbeat strong and was moving around a bit. Growing just in time. I have an appointment in 2 weeks and we'll see how big the baby has gotten. :)  I doubt we'll find out the sex of the baby then. I want to know so bad. I haven't bought anything since finding out because I want to know what colors to get. I should start getting bottles. And pacifiers. And um, I don't know what else to get. I think after this next appointment I'll start really wanting to get things. :)

Tuesday, July 05, 2011

So I was suppose to keep with blog up and somethings come up to talk about.

And so it begins.

On Friday, June 24th, I found out that I am pregnant.

Today, I'm about 6-7 weeks along.

And it's the scariest time. I spotted today. And it has scared me to death. I was so shocked and hysterical at first. Our plans for traveling, for marriage, for everything.

But then A did an incredible job. He told me of all the wonderful things we would be doing as a family, including having our child at our wedding and how wonderful it would all be.

And that's what I look forward to. I've been praying every night that everything goes well. And will continue.

Monday, June 20, 2011

After being away for a year and half, I'm attempting to start again.

It's been a rough year and I'm glad that in the end, it was all amicably solved. Though I didn't have the ending exactly how I would have liked, I am free.

It's been a busy 5 months since I left Omaha. I've been trying to get back into shape and enjoying the wonders of Colorado, specifically the town I ended up in, Steamboat Springs. It's a resort town that's located about 3 hours Northwest of Denver. Gorgeous in the Winter and Spring, starting to enjoy the Summer and can't wait to see what Fall is like. I miss my cats and the place I made my home for all those years. I miss my friends and I miss Target. Haha, it's ok. Though it's more expensive to live here, it's a healthier lifestyle and I am enjoying walks around town, riding my bike next to the river and the hot springs.

Though he's most likely doing well and not giving a crap about me, I hope my ex is doing well.

My new relationship has been incredible and I look forward to having it grow and see what happens in our future. Til next time.