Hubby is finally coming home... I just don't know exactly when. Sometime this weekend is all I've been told. So I will patiently wait.

My weekend was crazy! Friday night I went out to dinner with my friends Michelle and Chris. I had plans to go out but by the end of dinner, I was so tired so I called my friend Dave to tell him I was canceling my night out. BUT then when I got home, I was so bored and I decided to call my friend James to see what he was up to. Well, he was going out with Dave and a bunch of other people. So I decided to get pretty and go out. I should have stayed home. It was a long night and it was a lot of fun, but I was so exhausted on Sat., that I didn't do anything productive at home. I went to a friend's house that night and played RockBand. That was a lot of fun and even though I needed sleep, I got to see friends I hadn't seen for a long while and caught up on things.

Sunday I went to go see a movie with James. We saw Forgetting Sarah Marshall. WARNING: There is a frontal view of EVERYTHING on the dude. I had no idea that was in the movie. Mylanta! I was pretty surprised. I guess it's the same writers that did Knocked Up and since they showed her "flower" to the world, might as well show the dude's stuff. I was shocked, which is funny because most things shouldn't shock me anymore, but they do!

Anyways, I'm just waiting for Hubby to get home and thank goodness it's soon! Spring is finally here in Omaha, I'm wearing a dress with no tights and I have a doctor's appt. that will get me out of the office at 2 for the rest of the day. Whoo hoo!

Waiting... patiently waiting for Hubby. I got a call from him today at work. He doesn't know when he's coming home. People in his office here don't know when they are coming home. What the hell? Shouldn't they be on top of this? Well, besides saving the world, they should next be working on how to get their airmen safely home. And there's again the possibility of him staying because someone in his office didn't plan the crew well.

So I'm waiting.... patiently waiting for Hubby to let me know when he comes home.

Wow, it's almost the middle of April. Dang, time is flying by fast! I talked to Rick last night and he's excited to be coming home. We are thinking he will be home between the 18th and the 22nd, depending on when the other group comes in and how long it takes them to outprocess. :-D Yay for hubby coming home!

Nothing much been going on otherwise. I went shopping this past weekend, trying to look for the perfect coat for the spring. Either things that I loved were too small or too big. With the weight that I've lost, it's been harder to find things to wear because I'm usually right in between sizes. I've plateaued in my weight and with the weather being crappy, I haven't been able to get out to run in my favorite neighborhood since last week. :( Oh well, they are saying it's suppose to get better. Sunny days ahead! I DID find an umbrella, at the Gap for like 9 bucks. It's really cute and I got to use it yesterday for the first time. Hopefully I will find my coat. I'm not planning to go shopping this weekend though. I have to make myself stay home and work on the house and make sure it's not a disaster when Rick gets home.

Tonight there's an event going on for work, should be fun, my friend Molly is my date. haha! We'll get to mingle with people from the community, make connections. That and a meeting with my friend Elizabeth is all I have planned for the weekend. Hope the weather really does get better.

Soooooo.... I didn't get the job that I interviewed recently. It's a bit upsetting. I think the worst part was not being able to tell Rick right away and not having his comfort at a moment I needed him. That's okay, he called the next night and told me not to worry about anything. And it was just what I needed to get me out of my funk. I'm grateful for his words and wisdom.

Nothing much else going on around here. SPRING IS HERE IN OMAHA! Yay! It's going to be gorgeous today. Taking full advantage of that when I get off from work. Going running and then going out with some friends tonight. I realized earlier this week that I don't have a coat appropriate for the rain or an umbrella. How the hell did I not get wet all these years??? It's surprising that I can't think back and remember the last time I had either of those items. So I really want to go shopping this weekend and hopefully find myself something cute and perfect for a rainy day, a Breakfast at Tiffany's ending kind of coat....

Okay, not venting on this blog. I just wanted to put some pictures up from this weekend. I had a girls night out with my friends Ashley and Eunice. It was a lot of fun. Hopefully we can do it again sometime soon.

It's only 9 AM and I'm here at work and I'm already irked at people, irked at myself and praying I get the job I interviewed for and hoping the pain in my back goes away with a couple more Midols.

I don't understand how people can't take responsibility for their own stuff here at work. But they proceed to take YOUR responabilites and make it their own. It's not their place. No way in HELL would I go into their place and make decisions without their consent. So why do it to me???

I missed Monday at work. I was not feeling well. I don't have a doctor's appt. until the middle of April to figure out why I haven't been well down there. So I stayed home. I left a message with my director AND the office manager so that both would know and if one was missing also that day, one or the other would know. Anyways, come Tuesday, I have no idea where the manager is. OH! She left a message on the director's phone. Okay, consideration please!! Hmmm... wouldn't it be nice to let me know? :) Oh wells! I hate her. She's irked me from DAY 1.

I'm so ready to leave. I've been here 2 years at the same position. 2 YEARS as a receptionist. I thought I would have moved from here... I need a new place to go. PLEASE let me get the job that I interviewed for. I would be MOST grateful.

Silly us!

Nothing much has been going on around here. 6 weeks down, 4 to go for Rick to come home. Yay!!

And now I have my guy friends coming back from deployments. Sometimes, it's just easier to hang out with guys than girls. They don't talk about work and don't bitch about people. So it's nice to have my guy friends that I can chill with, watch a movie, go out to eat, drink, and not have like the weird feelings, since we are all in the understanding that I'm married and don't want to play with them. :-D It's great!

Dave and I

Fun New Years!

At Sophie's birthday sushi dinner with James

I know some people might think it's inappropriate or weird on how you can have guy friends that AREN'T gay and just want to chill with you. Rick has told them to keep an eye out for me and make sure that I'm doing well and to kick anyone's ass that tries to mess with me. It's like my own mini Mafia. Ha! I don't have to justify to anyone what kind of relationship I have with them except to my husband and he knows everything. So there! *end of vent* :)

Yup, nothing much else going on. I've been working on the house little by little. I've been ripping up carpet and patching up holes. The house is a disaster, along with the 5 cats I have. Mylanta, hopefully we will have everything done before 2010. That's our goal. The kitchen, the living room, dining room, guest room, all the rooms. Good luck to us!!

Walking to the Bandwagon...

Well, it's official. I got to talk to Rick last night.. and we've decided to walk to the bandwagon, aka having a baby. Very slowly... haha. He wants to get so much stuff done before we start. Which I understand. I probably should get some stuff done, like finish up the house and the work it needs to get done, try to finish that degree I didn't in college, ummm... learn how to cook better. Rick really wants to get his plane and I've said yes to it in the past, so I can't really go back on that now. That's really what's motivating him to get through ALS and reenlisting for another 4 years or so. So yeah, hopefully my biological clock will be able to hold only for another 2 years. In truth, it is a bit frustrating, but since we had decided kids at 5 years married, I can't change it now, we has goals to fulfill. So yes, we are eventually going on the Bandwagon, just not yet.

Am I ready???

I just turned 26 years old. And it's a bit scary. Well, a lot scary! Should I do this or that? Should I go here or there? Who, when WHY do this or that??????

I have a couple of friends that are pregnant. One is older than me and one is younger than me. And I'm so happy for them! They have their lives changing and it's their wonderful desicion. But... then all of that makes me question myself in regards to starting a family soon, since I just about in the middle of their ages and from what I've heard, my fertility is going down hill. I know that Rick and I said we would be married for 5 years before we would start. And that still sounds like a good idea. But I am always thinking about the ways it could change. How my life would be better or worse if I wait more than 5 years, and vice versa, if I don't wait the full 5 years and want it sooner. Husband and I have talked about it, pros and cons... I think we'll have to have another talk when he gets back from his deployment.

I miss my long hair...

Daylight Savings Time is kicking my bum right now. I can't seem to wake up. I've had my cup of green tea this morning and it usually does it's job of perking me up. Nothing. Nada. Zip. I'm tired. SO TIRED... that last night, when I fell asleep, I didn't wake up for my husband's call. The phone was right next to me. I mean, literally next my head. I can't believe myself. It's the first time I've missed his call since he's left.

The deployment is going well. I'm having an okay time. I miss my husband the most at night, and the weekends. The weekends seem like they last forever. I am always looking for the clocks around the house to see if it's time to go to bed yet. Now that's it's getting nicer outside, I'm hoping that I will make more use of the weekends and go out. It's just that I don't have as many friends to play with. The ones I used to play with are deployed as well. So yeah, it's been okay.

I can't wait til my husband comes home.

Me on my last day at 25

Happy Birthday to me!!

Well, I'm 26 today. And truthfully, it's not that big of a deal to me. Last year was horrible. Rick was gone on his first deployment and I spent most of my day trying not to cry at work.

This year, Rick is gone again on a deployment. It's sad but I don't mind. He will be here for our anniversary this year so I'm happy with that. He called me this morning before his flight to wish me a happy birthday and said he would call me later tonight. So I'm a happy gal. And I'm going out to dinner tonight with some friends from work. They set it all up and I'm glad. Cause I was just going to go home, work out and watch tv and go to bed by 9. So I'm excited for a nice dinner. I've been saving my calories for tonight. haha.

I've been doing well with my losing weight. I'm down to 130. Whoo hoo! I haven't been that low since 2005. ECK! 3 years!! So I'm glad and I can finally fit into my clothes again. A little too well, cause the pants I'm wearing today are almost falling off of me. So yeah, I'm very proud of myself and hoping I can get a little more off. It's suppose to be nice this weekend, so I'll finally get to running. I can't wait til Spring really comes into town.

Wow, it's almost the end of January already. I can't believe it. The month has gone by so quickly! I only have about 2 weeks left with Rick. Then he's off for a while. Sad... :( But right now, we are spending our time having fun. We haven't been going out on Friday nights, which is something I've been asking for the last year for us. And it's been great. We are usually in bed by 10-11 PM and I don't feel as tired as when we were going out that night. I'm glad we are cutting back on it.

Me and Leo on the bed. I'm in my favorite PJs!

Yup, nothing much else going on. Still looking and wanting a new job. We'll see if I hear from an interview I did earlier this month.

My hair is driving me crazy, it's so long right now. It's driving me LOCA! I really like that I can play with it but it's just always in my face and because its ends are getting nasty, it tangles a lot more. I want to try to grow it out enough so that I can eventually cut it off and donate it to http://locksoflove.org/. At this point, I could donate it, but my hair would be so short and I want to at least be able to put it in a ponytail for when I work out. So I'm trying to go for a little longer. But my paitence is running low on my hair. Anyways, I'm trying and hopefully I can do it!

Me being silly

The cats are being better about being around each other. There is still some hissing and growling, but Tequila has made her home at nights on our feet on our bed, along with Bella and Bella is so far okay with that. Pickles is still under the couch and Monique and Leo are still just hanging out.

Bella on top of the heater vent in Rick's room.

Nothing much has been going on. I'm finally not sick. But I am dealing with allergies. Which is CRAZY considering how cold it is here in Omaha and I thought everything would be dead. But no, it's just stuff in the air that's been bugging me for the last week or so.

Molly and I

Rick and I

Kameron and Zynda were also there with us

We went out last week for my friend's Molly's birthday, last Wed. It was a lot of fun. We went to a bar, called Mr. Toad's. It's a very chill place. There's 2 rooms and in one of the rooms, it's just got books everywhere. Like an old library. Very cool. Then we went to the restaurant called in Vincenzo's. BEST cheesy garlic bread in the world! It's pretty cheap considering everything else on the menu is expensive. But that's our place to go after drinks. Molly's a friend that I met about 2 years ago through work. She's really fun to hang out with and we can just talk about anything.

It snowed again last night, and it was beautiful this morning. It was the soft and fluffy kind, so it was easy to get it off my car. Here's a pic from a snow fall a while back. I like it when I don't have to shovel.

Happy New Year!!

Wow, it's already the second week of January. Well, let's see... New Year's was fun. I hadn't had that much fun in a long time for that specific holiday. My New Year's fun usually was staying home, a couple of times sick, and once at the Mucky Duck in Monterey. That was not fun at all. This year we met up with a lot of people and stayed up until almost 4. Eck. Didn't feel great the next morning, since I ended up getting super sick. So again, sick at New Years....

Leo

Bella

Pickles, we saved her when a friend couldn't move with her

Monique, Rick's mom's cat that she left when she moved from TX.

Our house has been a disaster for the last couple of weeks. We were out of town and when we got back, we've been tired and just really keeping up with laundry and dishes. And now that we have 5 cats running around, it's more messes to find and clean up. I know, 5 CATS!!! But 3 were saved from being abandoned. So we can't complain. They are all not getting along and at night, we are kept up with them hissing at each other and running around our bedroom from everyone else. It's kind of funny. It's only been about 2 weeks, so it's understandable that our Leo and Bella aren't happy and hoping they will go away soon. But I hope they learn in the next couple of weeks that they aren't all leaving and we will be a happy family. It's going to be hard when Rick leaves because 2 of them will only come out to be petted by him. So I probably won't see them until he comes back. We'll see!!

Spring- Nebraska... no corn here!

Summer- Mama and I in CA

Summer - Franicsco and I in CA

Fall- Rick back from deployment

Winter- Michelle and I at Christmas Party

Sunday Dinners

2007

Whoa, this is by far the fastest moving year. I've been told in the past that as your get older, time goes faster. And they sure as hell were right about that. This has been one awesome year. I have a wonderful family, a great group of friends and have finally said, "I'm okay," with living in Omaha.... That took a while. ;) New babies coming into the world (BabyW) and new ones were made and coming in this next year (Michelle and Chris', hehe). I'm hope that it will just get better and better. I hope that everyone has a safe, wonderful New Year's and I wish everyone the best for 2008.

Enchanted Oaks

(It's nice there but close to NOHTING)

Leo sitting very comfortably with us up front

Paris..... Texas

On our way home.... somewhere in Kansas. I hate that state.

WHOO HOO!!!

I have a new template for my blog. I'm going to have to play with it so that I can see what color and fonts look good on it. I wish they had more font selections.

Rick and I just got back from Dallas. We went for Christmas and stayed with his dad. It was a lot of fun. Relaxing and eating a lot. I am not going to step on that scale for a while. While we were there, we noticed that

Rick's mom's cats weren't getting a lot of attention. They probably hadn't been petted in about 5 months. They are between 14 and 16 years old. We brought them home. We have 5 CATS!!! Crazy, but we think they are in a better place now, our house and hopefully they will live out their last couple of years in peace.

I will try to write before the end of the year....

I know I know! It's been forever since I last wrote in this thing. Well, I've been busy. Thanksgiving came and went and now it's almost Christmas. At this time, I will still be staying home for it and Rick will be going to Dallas to visit his family. SUCKS. But hopefully by the end of the day, I will find out if I get the time off.

Yeah, nothing much else going on. Just been going out a lot with friends and having fun. We had Rick's Christmas squadron party a couple of weekends ago. That was a lot of fun. We finally got an excuse to really get dressed up and dance and meet all the people that Rick has mentioned in the office but I've never met before. Though, I still don't remember their names. lol.

Katie, Tim, Rick and I

Sophie, Michelle, Me, Shawna

Katie and I

So yeah, it's been fun. Our really good friends Michelle and Chris just found out recently that they are having a baby. It's really exciting and at the same time a little bumming.

Michelle and I

They're our best friends here and we do everything with them. I don't think the baby will change our relationship, we just won't get a chance to play with them as much. But they are the first ones to really do it in our group of friends, so we'll see who gets baby fever first. lol! I'm betting on my friend Ashley. She just got a puppy though so that might take care of that desire! I'll be going with Michelle to her doctor appointments while he's deployed these next couple of months. I can't wait to find out what it is so that I can get it something. :)

It's almost the end of the year and I am still at this stupid job that I LOATH with a passion. So my New Year's resolution is to be out of here before my two year anniversary here, which is at the end of March. So good luck to me! I'll try to write here at least once more before the end of the year. Ciao!

YAY!!! HUBBY IS BACK!!!!

On Wednesday night, Rick finally got back. It's been so good to see him. He came in later than anticipated, but he was well worth the wait. He has a week off and then it's back to work for him.

Okay, it's been a while since I last wrote something here and the last time it was not a very positive one. And it still hasn't improved, my work life that is. I've had a good couple of weeks of fun. My friends are so awesome, trying to keep me happy and occupied while Rick is gone. Hanging out, going out for my friend's birthday, and Sunday dinners is what keep me from getting bored and fat. Haha.

Michelle

Phil

It's me

Actually, I've lost weight since Rick left. I got myself an elliptical, named her Lola, and have been eating smaller portions and healthier. So I've lost a total of 10 pounds!!! Whoo hoo! That was my goal will Rick was gone. Hopefully I will be able to keep it off and lose a couple more when he gets back. I'm ready for Hubby to come home and take care of me and not have my evenings just be me and the kitties.

I can't believe my work life right now. I can't believe that I'm putting up with all it's crap. I can't believe that I've been able to stay here and be somewhat sane these last 6 months. My OM has quit, right before our move in mid-October. Not that I blame her, I was thinking of donig the same thing if I had found a job. But I haven't and so I haven't been able to leave. Who knows if I will be able to now. Great.... So I'm stressed, to say the least and I don't really care about being here at work at this very moment. Dang it.

Rick's still on his deployment. We hit the mid mark, so at least there is about a month left until I see him. I've been sending e-mails and he's been doing better about calling me and letting me know what's going on in his life. I miss my hubby. I wish he was home so I could cuddle with him and he could make me feel better about work.

Yeah, nothing much else going on. Getting as much sleep and trying to lose weight. I've lost 5 so far of the 15 or so that I've been wanting to lose this last year. I finally got an elliptical and it's been great! Especially on rainy days, I have no excuse of not working out anymore. Hopefully Rick will return and find his hottie wife again. Haha!

Okay, well, I hope that the next posting will be in a happy tone. Fall is coming to Omaha again, and it's been beautiful. I hope it stays this nice til Rick gets here.